....Never done this before, at least not on a public website... like this one. I guess it's as public as my followers want to make it; but so far, only one loyal follower... that is fine.
This week has been a difficult week for me. My job and school has been stressing me out. I need to find my balance between them STAT. I am disappointed in myself for many reasons. I have not been performing to my full potential at either one of these. Sometimes I want to pack a bag and get away for a few days; guess it's a good thing I get to do that next week.
I'm glad my husband and friends are always there to keep me sane, or take me out on a girl's night out to let it all out in the dance floor... that was my highlight of my disastrous week.
I appreciate everyone around me so much more... until recently I thought all my friends were in Costa Rica. I've encountered too many fake people here that claim to be my friend but are anything but. Do not get me wrong, I have met some good people, but sometimes there is never a chance to get close or maybe it just isn't meant to be. That is why I am happy with the people in my life at the present time. It truly puts a smile in my face.
Earlier I found out that my Grandfather has not been eating for a week and keeps passing out. He's had several strokes in the past. My cousin, who is a doctor tells us to prepare ourselves and make him comfortable. This is a task I cannot help them with; my Guego is in Costa Rica and once again I have a feeling I will not get to say goodbye to someone I love so much, before they leave to a better place. I feel horrible because I have realized I do not have many memories of him. I am one of the youngest grand kids and also we have had some family problems that has kept my family apart from my mother's side of the family for some time-my Grandaddy is my mother's dad and also the last grandparent I have left. I hope he knows deep down in his heart that I love him and miss him so much, and thinks of me sometimes.
Anyways, time for bed... there it is, I vented so now I have left my thoughts and problems here so I should be able to have a good night's sleep.
sorry for typos...it's 2 am and I have no followers at this time.
ReplyDeleteYou now have a follower, one that is happy to hear or read any typos you have!
ReplyDeleteLife can be very stressful at times, and you can grow from each obstacle you have. Perhaps you cannot make your Grandfather comfortable, but you can send him a letter, or photos, to allow him to view. That could be something that could make him feel comfortable! Do not despair over things you cannot control---it only stresses you out more.
<3 teh ji